Eat, hit, be mine...

What we've been talking about this morning? We might have been listening to the radio and such interesting stuff like weather and breaking news about the crisis came out of the speaker... Oh no, the most exciting news was a defeat about a football game... So, no words about the situation in Madagascar or Israel and Palestine, just football, weather and old french songs came out of the speakers, and my driver was much more interested in the chorus of Montgomery than any else... Okay most of the people cannot be blamed for their lack of interest, since media do not give any idea of what interest is... Even they are deaf... Just listening to what they're interested in... Hey that's interest! Okay guys you have interest, eat, shit and die! You're still so cool...

The frontier

I finally came to the point that i'm not hidding anything with writing in English, it's just cause i don't care about being French, I even feel shame about being French, just like if we were suffering the burden and others... It makes more sense to write in a language which is not yours, just an escape, a way to abolish the borders and to feel you don't belong to a country you don't believe in, I mean, landscapes are okay, some people too, many people, but what stands behind the word "the system" is far from being okay, we're fucking living under a dictature, and above everything there is again this French pride! French language always tried so hard to impose itself on the world stage, so that it's even official language for some "important" events, most are related to sport... And what results in is that most of the kids are just unable to speak another language than their native one, I wish i had some "foreign" origins...

Co-working

Cause i could tell you all about the bad jokes and other words that had become my mornings... I may also tell you a lot, at least everything about women and what they do like, and that it's an evidence that all of them are "sluts" since it became my mornings, i could tell you so just after the explanation of the crisis in the financial system, the explanation of the immigration, the explanation of retirement and failed careers, even the explanation of life and its evolution and that of German cars are good ones but it's hell of a fuck when you have to make some reparations... Since it became my mornings... Hey but every pathetic words have a funny side in! Sometimes I wonder if I'm tired because of the job itself or because of my co-workers talking each other... Fortunatly I could tell you about cutting the stones, but there are to much to work on!

Become me

It's Monday and it was hard to wake up this morning, i had not the will to do stuff and prepare myself but unfortunatly i did... I did lay wrapped in my bed until the last alarm, then i knew it woud be cold outside, so i took those warm clothes i got when i was in Lapland, and then i tried to boil some water, i thought it would be nice to have a tea, but right before going to the bathroom my eyes just stopped by the clock and i realised i was already late...So i left and entered the streets and noticed that my co-worker was here, waiting for me, no way to escape, he would drive me at work!
The first thing he uses to talk to me is money, everyday we start with talking about money! Hey it's 7 o'clock bro' can't you just shut up and drive? But i would not dare to blame him, maybe i'm too tired or still sleeping! It's just surprising the gift we have to adapt many different situations... I even hate myself when i'm there, the way i force myself to laugh at my co-workers jokes, the way i just keep silent most of the time, the way sometimes i try to copy them... I even feel i'm becoming someone else, sometimes... Fortunatly noon comes and i can go back home, where i do feel safe and clear, sometimes...

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It's not like in a blockbuster movie but still in the bottom of your pint of... We're gently celebrating the amount of innovations we're pleased to live through, even this webpage is a simplifier to my own life... Let's chat, keep in touch and have fun! Yes to have FUN, this is what we're all wasting our energy to! And thanks to innovations we can have more and more fun! We just did not realise we're having at the expense of the concrete of our passion , the touchable of our emotions... Some can conceive their friendship and other relationships just sitting in front of their computer screen... We can all give a hug through the cable of our internet connections, and we make it for real, and we're making it grow, we're just spreading this new material of a relation just by our clicking contribution. We 're even making revolutions trought this network and at the same time the streets are running empty.... I like emails since it gives me the opportunity to fuck the distance but I hate it when people find an entire satisfaction in a friendship limited by an email conversation... I also like to stand in a bar and rant "-tion" words!

It's gonna be... SECONDARY

How about friendship?.... To meet again alltogether with your friends every saturday nights, burning one cigarette after another, and sinking for your true love in a pint of beer! Some call it "mistakes" just because they cannot face failures... Cause, is this pressure again since we 're living upon what we deserve... It's been that shit since primary school or even kindergarden, i remember myself waiting for my name on the top of this hall of fame! One day i was second or third, don't remember those ranks since only the first one prevails, so not being first was terrible! What would my parents think about thier not first as a son? And can't I rip this smile away from the champion face? I recently realised that I was the only responsible from "suffering" this pressure, and wished i had more control when i was a kid... Anyway at the end of secondary (no need to be the first in secondary, hey it's mentionned in the name) and beginning of high school (oh yeah high, so high) i did find interest in music and decided to become a metal kid! Me becoming a vet? Come on i was very much into black metal! So i guess that music saved me from this pressure...

Thursday and can't wait to experiment another week end again...Ok we're all gonna do the same things we did last week end, but in the mind of the working class this is kind of freedom, day off! Off! Our bodies gonna rest so that we gonna be more than ready for work on Monday...Ha ha! We're way more active on our days off!! Those are the days we can express ourself with our passion and entitle that LIFE...Even if we gonna do the same things we did last week ends, we're just willing for them...but just the idea this is a part time this society leaves us as a reward or something else i cannot name makes me sick! Maybe that's a proper reason to destroy ourselves in drugs or alcohol and call it PARTY! But hey, it should be good!