Eat, hit, be mine...

What we've been talking about this morning? We might have been listening to the radio and such interesting stuff like weather and breaking news about the crisis came out of the speaker... Oh no, the most exciting news was a defeat about a football game... So, no words about the situation in Madagascar or Israel and Palestine, just football, weather and old french songs came out of the speakers, and my driver was much more interested in the chorus of Montgomery than any else... Okay most of the people cannot be blamed for their lack of interest, since media do not give any idea of what interest is... Even they are deaf... Just listening to what they're interested in... Hey that's interest! Okay guys you have interest, eat, shit and die! You're still so cool...

The frontier

I finally came to the point that i'm not hidding anything with writing in English, it's just cause i don't care about being French, I even feel shame about being French, just like if we were suffering the burden and others... It makes more sense to write in a language which is not yours, just an escape, a way to abolish the borders and to feel you don't belong to a country you don't believe in, I mean, landscapes are okay, some people too, many people, but what stands behind the word "the system" is far from being okay, we're fucking living under a dictature, and above everything there is again this French pride! French language always tried so hard to impose itself on the world stage, so that it's even official language for some "important" events, most are related to sport... And what results in is that most of the kids are just unable to speak another language than their native one, I wish i had some "foreign" origins...

Co-working

Cause i could tell you all about the bad jokes and other words that had become my mornings... I may also tell you a lot, at least everything about women and what they do like, and that it's an evidence that all of them are "sluts" since it became my mornings, i could tell you so just after the explanation of the crisis in the financial system, the explanation of the immigration, the explanation of retirement and failed careers, even the explanation of life and its evolution and that of German cars are good ones but it's hell of a fuck when you have to make some reparations... Since it became my mornings... Hey but every pathetic words have a funny side in! Sometimes I wonder if I'm tired because of the job itself or because of my co-workers talking each other... Fortunatly I could tell you about cutting the stones, but there are to much to work on!

Become me

It's Monday and it was hard to wake up this morning, i had not the will to do stuff and prepare myself but unfortunatly i did... I did lay wrapped in my bed until the last alarm, then i knew it woud be cold outside, so i took those warm clothes i got when i was in Lapland, and then i tried to boil some water, i thought it would be nice to have a tea, but right before going to the bathroom my eyes just stopped by the clock and i realised i was already late...So i left and entered the streets and noticed that my co-worker was here, waiting for me, no way to escape, he would drive me at work!
The first thing he uses to talk to me is money, everyday we start with talking about money! Hey it's 7 o'clock bro' can't you just shut up and drive? But i would not dare to blame him, maybe i'm too tired or still sleeping! It's just surprising the gift we have to adapt many different situations... I even hate myself when i'm there, the way i force myself to laugh at my co-workers jokes, the way i just keep silent most of the time, the way sometimes i try to copy them... I even feel i'm becoming someone else, sometimes... Fortunatly noon comes and i can go back home, where i do feel safe and clear, sometimes...

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It's not like in a blockbuster movie but still in the bottom of your pint of... We're gently celebrating the amount of innovations we're pleased to live through, even this webpage is a simplifier to my own life... Let's chat, keep in touch and have fun! Yes to have FUN, this is what we're all wasting our energy to! And thanks to innovations we can have more and more fun! We just did not realise we're having at the expense of the concrete of our passion , the touchable of our emotions... Some can conceive their friendship and other relationships just sitting in front of their computer screen... We can all give a hug through the cable of our internet connections, and we make it for real, and we're making it grow, we're just spreading this new material of a relation just by our clicking contribution. We 're even making revolutions trought this network and at the same time the streets are running empty.... I like emails since it gives me the opportunity to fuck the distance but I hate it when people find an entire satisfaction in a friendship limited by an email conversation... I also like to stand in a bar and rant "-tion" words!

It's gonna be... SECONDARY

How about friendship?.... To meet again alltogether with your friends every saturday nights, burning one cigarette after another, and sinking for your true love in a pint of beer! Some call it "mistakes" just because they cannot face failures... Cause, is this pressure again since we 're living upon what we deserve... It's been that shit since primary school or even kindergarden, i remember myself waiting for my name on the top of this hall of fame! One day i was second or third, don't remember those ranks since only the first one prevails, so not being first was terrible! What would my parents think about thier not first as a son? And can't I rip this smile away from the champion face? I recently realised that I was the only responsible from "suffering" this pressure, and wished i had more control when i was a kid... Anyway at the end of secondary (no need to be the first in secondary, hey it's mentionned in the name) and beginning of high school (oh yeah high, so high) i did find interest in music and decided to become a metal kid! Me becoming a vet? Come on i was very much into black metal! So i guess that music saved me from this pressure...

Thursday and can't wait to experiment another week end again...Ok we're all gonna do the same things we did last week end, but in the mind of the working class this is kind of freedom, day off! Off! Our bodies gonna rest so that we gonna be more than ready for work on Monday...Ha ha! We're way more active on our days off!! Those are the days we can express ourself with our passion and entitle that LIFE...Even if we gonna do the same things we did last week ends, we're just willing for them...but just the idea this is a part time this society leaves us as a reward or something else i cannot name makes me sick! Maybe that's a proper reason to destroy ourselves in drugs or alcohol and call it PARTY! But hey, it should be good!

From work to ebullition

What happens when it rains on the morning, it's something like 6 you watch the hell by the window, barely can see the lights, but hear the noise of the street, ok so everyone is still alive today...but it's raining and there is something in the air which is: water! Seriously i like it when it rains (is that a songtitle?...) cause everything seem different in here, specially the way you drive, there are more cars in the streets, and that's definitly a plague but at the same time it sets a certain chaos, everything is slow down and then you can hear klaxons at every corners, so cool!
But what i do prefer when it rains is that usually i don't work, this is just so cool to go there and to know my so called boss would tell me "go back home", haha hey dude can't you call me?? Apparently no, they're supposed to insert me in this working class through this job, so i haf to wake up that early in the morning, go out, take a bus or wait for a co-worker to drive me there and just go back home, please insert me as a coin in this superman pinball! At least this would be a coin i won't leave to you...At least my job is ok in its genre, i'm a stone cutter, and i'm working on a hill in a forest, there's a pretty view from there and they used to leave me on my own... That's how i consider my integration and their disintegration, I mean what moves people, employees of a plutocracy to aply those suggestions they would immediatly find stupid and obsolete if they were able to respect their rights, their free will, their body and mine, if they were simply using their brain...We usually blame this above our heads pressure to justify our acts, but at the same time we mostly, ok they're are doing nothing to make it change, they take advantage of the situations, of mine, of yours, they get pleasure from the small power they'd be given and reproduce the shit out of this pyramid we locked life in... Fortunatly sometimes it rains!

You're so cool...not anymore!

Ok long time (again) i've been thinking about that again and again...How far being vegan influences my life, my way of life whatever you call it?...I may have the answer but i just came to the point that the question is : how far being non vegan influences your life or your way of life whatever you call it? So far, since you have no idea about the choice you haven't or you never had, lucky you! Indeed so easy to let "them" decide for you, to let the custom and this traditional abstraction modeling what will make you grow up, what will protect you from the cold and even the heat...I have a bit disagreement with usual vegan pride or manifest, i mean this habit of pointing out at someone, like this is right and YOU are wrong, to make YOU feel guilty in this agressive way: this is something i still consider with danger, and i consider at the same time the cruelty this society inflicts on animals everyday...But today i cannot stand this anymore, all the laughing and other acts my so called friends dedicate to me when it is question to go out for diner...So with not considering animal cause you've drown yourself into easiness, and contributed to the development, i should say to the expansion of this fucked up economy we all understand nothing but we all live and die through! Huh, it's like going out and eat in a fast food (i would not mention their name, no time to make a deal with them)...What's wrong with you? We all know this is not good for health, we all know about working conditions there, we all know... that even shit would taste better! And i can see your face when you go there or while you're waiting at the drive-in (go listen to In/Casino/Out), it's like if you felt bliss, damn you look so cool, you make fun of/with the cashier, you think it's worth having a hamburger competition since they serve the new too much pounds burger ever...and you pay and you pay and you can't wait to put it to your mouth and when you're doing that you don't even think about then number of life they sacrifice for your own pleasure, you don't even think about the blood that was wasted backdoor, no war could suffer the comparison, but you eat it and yeah you're so cool... I'm fed up with people saying how wealthy it is to eat there... I suggest you to make your life a bit less easy, just a bit, i know you would reply about the economical situation and the crisis, and everything you learn from the sacred tv news, or everything you've read from your webmail news, or everything you've read from your best friend profile (you know what i mean here -huh)... But i would reply that i'm living it too (except the best friend's profile), that chosing this difficulty is one more step towards this freedom you'd be ready to fight for if it meant having more options to cover the board on your best friend's profile! I would tell you about how uncool it is to place apart a friend when it is question to eat, i would tell you how uncool it is to make fun of the food i had offered to you, since this is food that had saved more lives than you would in the 9 lives of your dead cat!
So the question could be: How far me being vegan influence your life or...? But yeah you're sooo cool!

Finally ...

Hey it's been a while without news, but who cares since you're not reading at all, you're just looking for mp3's and direct link to donwload the new recordings of that band which is hard research in your day life...Ok sometimes i do the same, and think i'm so cool having that great album of that great band, put it in my itunes and paste it on my ipod and then i take a bus and feel good...we all need record, booklet and play it loud or not depends on what you prefer....
I've been in Marseille for a punk show, 12€...Use your brain when you set up a show and ask for that bunch of money at the same time...
Considering that label, i have no concrete project...maybe some release for Maladie from Mexico, let see...
Right for the moment my energy is turned towards friends and the art of missing them when they go too far!
take care non existent reader!