The frontier

I finally came to the point that i'm not hidding anything with writing in English, it's just cause i don't care about being French, I even feel shame about being French, just like if we were suffering the burden and others... It makes more sense to write in a language which is not yours, just an escape, a way to abolish the borders and to feel you don't belong to a country you don't believe in, I mean, landscapes are okay, some people too, many people, but what stands behind the word "the system" is far from being okay, we're fucking living under a dictature, and above everything there is again this French pride! French language always tried so hard to impose itself on the world stage, so that it's even official language for some "important" events, most are related to sport... And what results in is that most of the kids are just unable to speak another language than their native one, I wish i had some "foreign" origins...